My besties didnot celebrate my birthday...
'cux my birthday crushed with our test2's 1st day
but still, i feel VERY SAD for that...even until todaY...they didnot make any move with the reason BUSYING ON TEST.....what an 'important' test.
YET, they kept on telling me 'i feel so guilty of not celebrating yr bday leh' 'you see,i planned for the others but i did nothing for u, my best friend....im so guilty...'
OKAY. Its OKAY........................
Anyway, i didnot really have the right to blame people of not celebrating my birthday
Its because all the while my birthdays were celebrated, with family n friends. So i have such an uneasy feeling this time, its my 18th birthday! sadly weekend my family didnot celebrate to me, how disappointed i was on monday at college. I walked back to hostel with my heart cracked into pieces, am i that unimportant?
i dont mind doing it late.
ALL I WANT IS JUST TO CUT A CAKE.
I bought myself a piece of cake, i cut it, and i cry.
HOW STUPID I WAS.
and look at how happy and how busy they are, right now, planning a BIG SURPRISE birthday party for 3 people... as if our final test is not on next week.
(btw, blogging for sad thing darkens my day, im so emo right now thinking of these things)
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