Colour (.verb) my 18!

Today is tuesday. According to my previous record, eh hemmm,
i seldom can make myself on time for the 1st class at 9pm which is a tutorial for physics.
But today, WOOOhoooo i managed. 'ladies r simply satisfied with small moves'

Erm, but it was a boring lesson...



I wonder where is him? i didnot bang into him these two days...hmm...i wonder wad should i say when we meet...

After class i online.
He chats with me thru facebook. erm, we were funny. Haha.

I wonder,
If he knows erm, erm, i m o-k-a-y with him
how will he respond?

Evenso, my hesitation is still there obstacling me from falling into a relationship.
I am 18, and I am all the while being single, 'cux of my parents.

THEY just don't like me to pat-toh. (pat-toh as in cantonese, means couple up)


They did not direct it to me but from their words i KNOW.
So, being a good daughter, i rejected few guys.
And it slowly becomes one obligation, rejecting all of them no matter who they are n what they say.

it is always more sad to reject guys who i love him too than when u'r breaking up with your boy.

I dont want my 18 to be as blank as 13 14 15 16 17 without a HIM.