i didnot sleep well and sleep enough for past 2 weeks, I gotta prepare for my killing exam...
days went really terrible, i slept at 1am everyday and it went later n later when exam is really near. I surprisingly broke my past record, i slept at 5:15am b4 the last day of examination. and woke up at 7:00, test is on 8:30am.
ANYWAY, its all past...I wanna blast myself now!
Right after exam i went to Karaoke with my best buddies, then after that we watched REAL STEEL.
REAL STEEL! I never know that i will fall in love with robots thing, like, u know, i scream for the fights. I wonder, if TRANSFORMERS are of this type of robots too?
kay, today is the second day after exam.
I stay at college hostel, im not going back home.
So, 15 minutes ago i was at hostel cafe online. I bumped into a friend from college club...she'd bought tickets for a movie 2 hours later, so i asked her, DID YOU INVITE XXX (him)?
She said: NO...........He and AA (another girl, one of my friend in the same club) went to watch yesterday.
I ASKED HER: WHAT? THEY COUPLED UP?!! (of course with happy face)
so she said: YES YES! DONT kacau (kacau as in malay language: interrupt) them! hahaha.. (then she walked away)
Me....turning my face back to the screen...
with a sad song coincidently played on my earphone...
I feel a lil heartbroken.
A LITTLE BIT!
THIS IS WHO I AM.
I dont feel REALLLLLLLY SAD for things like that. I WONDER WHY???!!!
but this time i could feel a little uneasy feeling for like, 15 minutes, right until i compose this new post, i feel NO SAD. At 1st i do, i felt a bit disappointed...Its because I am slow n I took no action.
I AM ALWAYS THE PASSIVE ONE.
SO by now i think i should just end my story of HIM.
He is other's.
